tu lah. nak sangat stalk orang. dah dapat, rasa serba salah pulak.
aku kalau dah stalk orang aku macam MRI scan.
aku scan every details. every inch of it.
this is how it goes.
aku telah beremu semula dengan seseorang.
ala2 jejak kasih lah.. ahakss >.<
i've been waiting for this guy for 6 years.
but i never hoping for anything from him.
he's my first love.
he used to be my everything.
semua berubah lepas 7 tahun.
i've been changing boyfriends just to get over him.
i've been happy with them. but if im alone,
i will think about him. it's okay, im used to it.
without any notice, he come back.
touching my heart,saying that he misses me,
regretted about our separation.
god damn it. he hit my spot.
now, im trapped. i let my feeling grow towards him.
even though, he's got a string attach.
i ignored it.
lepas stalking him & her..
aku serba salah..
i waited for him..6 long years..
they been together for 8-9 months..
6 long years of wait..
or
9 months of relationship..
tak sampai hati nak hancurkan hubungan orang..
kesian that girl.. she's been happy for 9 months..
i will definitely understand how she's gonna feel.
maybe..
im just his past.
i should let go ?
*deep wept*
maybe i shouldn't be too selfish..
this scar will heal..
aku terpaksa redha buat kali kedua.
:'(
i'll be happy if you happy.
*yaAllah.kalau dia jodoh aku, dekatkan lah. kalau dia bukan jodoh aku, jauhkanlah*
