after all these mess scatters ..
truthfully, my life is a mess.
im totally lost !
i try to move on by accepting hanaffi in my life.
i try to love him. as much as i can.
but, im so sorry.. i cant go on with fake love.
i just pretend and appreciate him.
thank you hanaffi.
for making me forget about amer.
thank you,
for stealing back my heart from him..
and give it to me.
i hope you forgive me.
ampunkan ikin.
now i got my heart back.
even its not in a very good condition..
but it capable to love as much as it can.
im carrying my heart and looking for someone
who can accept it and take care of it.
now i did found someone who can heal it.
he cured it with his magic.
heal it with his drugs.
but..
he's not ready to take it.
i fall for him..
fall so hard till i cant stop thinking
about him.
what he's doing now?
what does he like?
does he like me?
love me?
can he accept me?
i never felt like this for a long time now.
waiting for someone.
hoping that he feels the same.
hoping that he'll accept my heart..
i know it is too soon to say this.
but its true.
it really come from deep in my heart.
i love you.
