im surrounded by his selfishness,making me miserable. this is what you'll get when giving too much love to someone who wont appreciate you & your love. one mistake, and you'll be hurt, torn and crushed forever. even though you repeatedly forgive him,but still, he wont satisfied by his revenge.he only think about his revenge, without thinking about me. the only one who love & give him everything he wanted.
why did he think that revenge will solve everything? can't he see that what he did, the revenge he took done enough destruction to our relationship? does he really think that revenge is so much important more than special relationship? love? friendship?
did i haven't done enough to earn his love? or he really think that i am not deserving enough for his love?
i did make some mistake. everyone does. even him. but i do forgive him. but why does he make things hard and hold a grudge towards me? am i that low?
why can i forgive him and still love him just the way he is, but he can't? even though i done everything just to fulfill his wishes, dream, fantasies and needs. i gave him everything that he always wanted. all i want back as return is sincere love from his big great heart.
all i want from you is LOVE.
nothing else.
